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Today fucking sucks. My kids are animals.. kind, cute, lovable, animals. But they are young and require SO MUCH ATTENTION! My husbands sole focus is work, followed by working out, followed by laundry. I feel completely alone. I feel alone in being in an unstable job where I'm unsupported. I feel alone in trying to parent my children between the hours of 9 AM and 5:30 PM. I feel alone in trying to source food for our home. I feel alone in making all our family meals. I feel alone in this pregnancy. I feel alone in dealing with dental issues while my dentist is no longer in network and closed. I feel alone when dealing with a bulging disc in my neck with no PT or chiropractic care. I feel alone in my daily emotions. I'm trapped in a home with 4 other humans and my body literally has another human growing inside of it... yet I feel so completely alone. And I have endless resentment for my husband that I'm allowed to continue to feel this way unsupported. It